my random thoughts today are
anger, heartache, upset and a general sense of being gutted all due to that psychotic partner of mine losing the plot again and blaming me for never leaving the house, accusing me of holding her like a prisoner. its ridiculous, im forever telling her to go out, she just doesnt because in her head she thinks if she goes out that means i ll go out, n if i go out i ll have twenty affairs and rape and pillage 8 nations before i return. christ sake, she doesnt realise that the reason we re not in love anymore is because we re together ALL the time. we never have time to ourselves, other than work.
aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh
fuck fuck fuck fucking fuck
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